test Book of Memories for Evelyne M. Ramdawah http://elcockfh.frontrunnerpro.com/runtime/105214/include/storage/105214/DeathRecordStub/3415769/5466303.jpg http://elcockfh.frontrunnerpro.com/runtime/105214/runtime.php?SiteId=105214&NavigatorId=663624&ItemId=3415769&op=tributeMemorialCandles&viewOpt=dpaneOnly Book of Memories for Evelyne M. Ramdawah Recent updates for the Book of Memories http://elcockfh.frontrunnerpro.com/runtime/105214/runtime.php?SiteId=105214&NavigatorId=663624&ItemId=3415769&op=tributeMemorialCandles&viewOpt=dpaneOnly Frontrunner Professional Book of Memories V4 en-gb Story shared: To the mother dreams are made of... http://elcockfh.frontrunnerpro.com/runtime/105214/runtime.php?SiteId=105214&NavigatorId=663624&ItemId=3415769&op=tributeFamilyStories&viewOpt=dpaneOnly&gid=story6787414 My sweet mom,

I miss you so much, mom. Every day I wake up and the new reality of you not being here sinks in and it weighs so heavily on me and then I immediately start to worry about dad and his well being and what he is feeling. It’s not easy to lose your life partner, the person you built a life-a family-a personality with and my parents did that for 52 years together. I am so blessed and lucky to have had you as my mom and for you to teach me everything I know and make me who I am. You and daddy have given me the best and I am so grateful to you and daddy for everything you’ve given and added to my life. Now that you are no longer here, daddy and I depend and rely on each other more than ever. He is all I have and I will stand by him and accompany him with all my heart in this journey we call life. I can never ever take your place but together, daddy and I will find our way in this new normal but we will always carry you forever.

It’s hard to see dad’s sadness and to see him in pain. I know how much he misses you and how much he hurts to be apart from you but I stay close to him so he never feels alone and that he knows I love him and cherish him. Life is now about enjoying every minute with him, spending as much time as I can with him and making the most beautiful memories with him for our relationship and for you mom. I know you wanted that and you wanted to enjoy life with dad and travel and I promise I will make some wonderful memories with dad and lift his spirits, in your name. I have to take care of dad now and be his shoulder as he has always been mine. I am his rock and he is mine and together we will navigate through this journey called life. Just give us the strength to do that.

Mom, I miss you so much. Our lives have forever changed and our home just isn’t the same without you. Your memories dance through every corner of the house. Everywhere I look and go, I see you and think of you. You are the glue that holds this family together and without you, each day just seems quiet and dull. I know you were in pain and you were struggling. I know you were suffering. I know life was hard being confined to your bed and to the oxygen, not being able to just get up and go. I know the last few months were very hard on you and now you are finally at peace. There is no more pain, no more suffocating, no more struggling or suffering. You are absolutely free and finally resting and although life on this earth is tremendously hard without you, knowing you are at rest and at peace is the greatest closure we can have.

Life will never be the same without you mom. Daddy misses you, I miss you, corny misses you. We all miss you more than I can explain but please bless us with your love and guidance, bless us and give us your strength to continue on every day. Bless daddy and watch out for him, protect him and keep him safe and strong. Give him the strength to live each day and make each day more beautiful in your memory. Help him to stay strong and healthy and spend the most beautiful moments with me and accomplish some amazing things by my side. Watch over him and me and the entire family and give us your strength mom. Help us to continue on every day and be better people, in your name and in your memory.

We love you, mom. We love you so much. Until we meet again my queen. Protect us always and keep us safe and strong. Tell Aunty Alison we said hi lol and we hope that you both are enjoying your freedom. I love you, mom. Rest in eternal peace my love.

 

Forever yours,

Denise Evelyne Ramdawah

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